asalamu alaykum & thank you everyone
Asalamu alaykum everyone, I am just overwhelmed by how much support & guidance all these posts have offered! I just woke up and to see all this advice is alhamdulillah wonderful. I really think having such a wide range of advice from Qur'anic guidance to more practical tips to beat loneliness is a blessing from Allah swt. I must try to be strong, and inshallah I hope to print out all these responses and bring them with me during this holiday break when I am home to fortify myself if I start to feel lonely again.
I don't want to say something untrue and say that all my doubts and worries have magically dissapeared but all this advice I think will go a long way in softening my heart. Reminding myself of Jannah and its price and also of how many other people out there may have faced the same thing and made it through and also of how much support I may have even just through dua and as a member of the ummah I think will go a long way in this battle with shaitan. I think rereading my post and reading these replies has made me realize how SERIOUS this is and That I need to not take my Islam lightly.
Inshallah I will take this time over winter break to reread the Qur'an, reflect on all these wonderful posts and try to reharge my imaan. I will also try to make some real, practical plans on how to increase my friendships with muslims and get in the company of good people like all of you on the board!! I may take you up on your pm offers, but maybe after a little while once I get out of this (hopefully temporary) darkness of the soul. I only ask that you make some dua in your heart for me, and I will also try to keep you all on this board collectively in my prayers. Oh Allah please bestow your mercy upon your slaves!
In any case, I wish I could respond individually to all of your thoughtful messages---And I THANK you for your time and your caring. And I wish for you all the blessings that Allah swt can bestow upon you and your family.
Wasalam alaykum,
Your sister in islam...
Asalamu alaykum everyone, I am just overwhelmed by how much support & guidance all these posts have offered! I just woke up and to see all this advice is alhamdulillah wonderful. I really think having such a wide range of advice from Qur'anic guidance to more practical tips to beat loneliness is a blessing from Allah swt. I must try to be strong, and inshallah I hope to print out all these responses and bring them with me during this holiday break when I am home to fortify myself if I start to feel lonely again.
I don't want to say something untrue and say that all my doubts and worries have magically dissapeared but all this advice I think will go a long way in softening my heart. Reminding myself of Jannah and its price and also of how many other people out there may have faced the same thing and made it through and also of how much support I may have even just through dua and as a member of the ummah I think will go a long way in this battle with shaitan. I think rereading my post and reading these replies has made me realize how SERIOUS this is and That I need to not take my Islam lightly.
Inshallah I will take this time over winter break to reread the Qur'an, reflect on all these wonderful posts and try to reharge my imaan. I will also try to make some real, practical plans on how to increase my friendships with muslims and get in the company of good people like all of you on the board!! I may take you up on your pm offers, but maybe after a little while once I get out of this (hopefully temporary) darkness of the soul. I only ask that you make some dua in your heart for me, and I will also try to keep you all on this board collectively in my prayers. Oh Allah please bestow your mercy upon your slaves!
In any case, I wish I could respond individually to all of your thoughtful messages---And I THANK you for your time and your caring. And I wish for you all the blessings that Allah swt can bestow upon you and your family.
Wasalam alaykum,
Your sister in islam...