i have one question one for you- if you get annoyed with someone and you swear at them what benefit do you get? nothing.
actually sis/bro palestine i feel bad for saying this but i actually feel calmer swearing...thats so bad. im still trying to turn to the right path and people have said to me cut down my foul language but if i say things like sister fatma mentioned..like sugar which i tried i get even more wound up and get into an even bigger rage. i dont feel calm till ive kicked out. ive got really bad anger problems so people keep telling me and i know it myself and i do pray to allah to guide me but argh!! i dont even have patience which is the worst thing. my mate said take things slowly. islam isnt something that happens in a day..but im like i want my life sorted right here right now!
people please pray for me. my wildness seems to be getting out of hand the more i try to be good (or islamic).
(so theres more wierd posts to come!)
jeezus my language must be bad because really when my mates have had an arguement they'll get me to swear the crap out of the person. i actually get a buzz out of dissing guys especially.swearing relaxs me. oh gosh i even feel so bad saying all this so i dont know why i bother.
please pray i go straight...and pleeeaase please pray for my uncle..just today left.hes in theatre tomorrow!!!
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sis i think that u should try to spend time away 4m everyone around u, it's like this if ur a smoker is it easy for u 2 give up around smokers?no babez it's not.
u have now found a great path, spend time away, try to spend time learning the koran, if u need to speak to someone go to lectures, befriend people there or communicate here, go to a journey within.
sis if someone gets up in my face i won't be like sugar or flippin, i'll be more like left, right, upper cut do u get me.
but for other times, i use these words.
but once u go to ur within journey u'll c u'll change a lot.
insha ALLAH we will all b on the straight path ameen