kolimuddin
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I was told by the doctors that i had only 3 weeks to live. I had a terminal disease, tears poured down my eyes like a never ending flow. My heart was heavy , and it was hard for me to swallow because it hurt so much, I decided not to share the news with my family, but just took the time to blame myself for all that i had done. I was not scared of dying, I was scared of dying a meaningless death, my heart was filled with guilt of not satisfying the conditions of ALLAH. I felt unprepared, I felt ashamed, I cried in hte morning praising ALLAH, I cried in the afternoon praising ALLAH . I cried at nite praising HIM, such was my devotion towards my LORD but alas it was too late for the clock has struck at a time when such efforts were appearing futile. Allah has given me countless chances before my demise , if only i had utilized them properly. GLORIFY ALLAH , THANK ALLAH for the time you are blessed with Before its too late, before you leave your loved ones , before you leave your memories in this world to meet with your LORD coz it may not be today, it may not be tomorrow but one day it will happen for every soul shall taste death.
Subhan'ALLAH wal Hamdulillah wa La Ilaaha Illalah Allahu Akbar, for showing me all of this in a dream, I live and die for you oh ALLAH , its from you that I came and to you I shall return, you blessed us with ISLAM , for we should take it as a gift, praising you in this life would be my dying wish.
I was told by the doctors that i had only 3 weeks to live. I had a terminal disease, tears poured down my eyes like a never ending flow. My heart was heavy , and it was hard for me to swallow because it hurt so much, I decided not to share the news with my family, but just took the time to blame myself for all that i had done. I was not scared of dying, I was scared of dying a meaningless death, my heart was filled with guilt of not satisfying the conditions of ALLAH. I felt unprepared, I felt ashamed, I cried in hte morning praising ALLAH, I cried in the afternoon praising ALLAH . I cried at nite praising HIM, such was my devotion towards my LORD but alas it was too late for the clock has struck at a time when such efforts were appearing futile. Allah has given me countless chances before my demise , if only i had utilized them properly. GLORIFY ALLAH , THANK ALLAH for the time you are blessed with Before its too late, before you leave your loved ones , before you leave your memories in this world to meet with your LORD coz it may not be today, it may not be tomorrow but one day it will happen for every soul shall taste death.
Subhan'ALLAH wal Hamdulillah wa La Ilaaha Illalah Allahu Akbar, for showing me all of this in a dream, I live and die for you oh ALLAH , its from you that I came and to you I shall return, you blessed us with ISLAM , for we should take it as a gift, praising you in this life would be my dying wish.
