Asja
Pearl of Islaam
LoL MY best deed? I don't really know, .........I just have that feeling that whatever I do is so small, I feel upset that I can't be pious so I can please Allah Ta Alla.I'm always greif stricken over the state that I'm in.
I just feel so sad, I wish I can return to my Rabbi.
May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta Alla bless you sister Asja, and may he ALWAYS shower his mercy, Love, and beauty over you, and let your face shine in his love and light, because I can tell that YOU are those who love their Lord, what a person I was, but at time you can find me so happy that my face radiates so bright, but at other times I just feel so upset and sad (because my Eman decreases so much) that I cry because I feel like as if I'm no longer next to the one I love the most, my Lord.![]()
But atleast YOU, sister Asja, are one of those sisters who love their Lord, and that kind of a Muslimah is priceless, so much that even if I were given a hundred Houris in Jannah I would sacrifice all of them if I can just have this one sister, Wallahi sister, I know that you are beautiful to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta Alla, and that is why I don't want any brother or sister to go through the hard pain that I'm going through, the steady decreasing of Eman, losing the feeling of being close to your Lord that you can see him high on his Throne, so beautiful, with tears in your eyes in your Love for him. Mashallah, I know how that feels, and I would give up anything that this Duniyah or Jannah has if I can just be with my Lord again, and then I would be eternally happy.
:salam2: dear brother Abdul Hasib
Mashallah dear brother for your words and mashallah dear brother for your Love for Allah subhan we teala and may Allah keep your Love for Him always.
Wallahi you have done good deed by making me so proud to have souch brother in Islam and may Allah be pleased with you always.
May Allah increase your iman every day and wallahi your love for Allah is higer than the highest mountain, deeper than all oceans together and cleaner than the tear, Mashallah.
I will keep you in my duas brother and thank you once again for your kindness although I do not deaserve so much wallahi. I also find myselfe helpless to thank enough to my Lord for His mercy and greatnes.
May Allah bless you too dear brother and all Muslim Ummah.Ameen.
Salam.
Your sister Asja