salam alikom
really it is an important question that surely everybody exsist in this world has already asked himself such one ,,because we can't live like this without purposes or groals ,so don't lose ur faith in allah swt make some efforts and everything with u is going to be good insha...
salam alikom
im nadine from lebanon , im just new here in this set , hope allah sobhano yqawi imanna bih insha allah ya rab i hope to accept be with u
jazakao allah khir