amira87
I love Allah
I know that there is a cure for depression......and I know its not medications and counceling. Has anyone here ever had such bad depression that it effected the people and the environment around them. If so, how did you overcome it, and what was the moral outcome. I feel like I deal with manic depression.......haha...I know. I am a loon....lol I guess weakness comes in all different colors and sizes, I know in my heart what the solution is to my problems, and its islam. I just lose control sometimes and I feel like even when I pray to Allah........there is not a huge connection. My niya is good, but my actions say otherwise. I know I have a good heart deep down inside, but on the outside sometimes people say otherwise. I already know that evryone here is going to tell me to pray extra sunnah, or do something more in my faith....wallah I reallly want to start doing that, but with great intention. I know that every step of our daily lives should be for the sake of Allah.....right? THAN WHATS WRONG WITH ME? I have the best gift in the world.......Islam Who could ask for anyhting more? The number one reason why I think people like me and others out there grow weak inside is because, we become ungreatful for what we have. We become impatient, and cant handle any hardship that touches us......even if it is a small hardship. This is kiddish behavior and I want to always see the straight path, I want evryone to always see the straight path. I am not going to cover up my depression with haram things such as alchohol, drugs, basically haram things to cover it up. I guess the main solution is.......to be strong and to face the devistations that come to each and everyone of us in this worldly life. Inshalah...........patience and strength......is the key