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I hope you are all in good health Inshallah. I just wanted to discuss an issue which I often experience and I wish to have some reassurance from my brothers and sisters here at TTI.
The thing is sometimes I have doubts, not in Islam per say but, feeling like: "What if i die and nothing happens?"
Wallahi I feel like I can be an amazing Muslim with the help of Allah, like I could memorize the entire Qur'an, go to hajj and umrah regularly, pray until my feet become blistered and give charity continuously, but I sometimes have these doubts like If I work hard for Islam and I die, and nothing happens wont that be a waste?
I feel like this tiny doubt makes me work less hard, so that I can enjoy the dunya but also worship Allah enough to still be considered a Muslim like praying on time, jummuah, fasting etc. But I don't for some reason want to take that extra mile for the chance that I might be wrong.
What is wrong with me , am I a kaffir?Murtad? does anyone besides me have these feelings/doubts and do they discourage them?
I hope you are all in good health Inshallah. I just wanted to discuss an issue which I often experience and I wish to have some reassurance from my brothers and sisters here at TTI.
The thing is sometimes I have doubts, not in Islam per say but, feeling like: "What if i die and nothing happens?"
Wallahi I feel like I can be an amazing Muslim with the help of Allah, like I could memorize the entire Qur'an, go to hajj and umrah regularly, pray until my feet become blistered and give charity continuously, but I sometimes have these doubts like If I work hard for Islam and I die, and nothing happens wont that be a waste?
I feel like this tiny doubt makes me work less hard, so that I can enjoy the dunya but also worship Allah enough to still be considered a Muslim like praying on time, jummuah, fasting etc. But I don't for some reason want to take that extra mile for the chance that I might be wrong.
What is wrong with me , am I a kaffir?Murtad? does anyone besides me have these feelings/doubts and do they discourage them?