feelings are mutual...
Assalamu Aleykum Sister,
Unfortunately, I know how you feel Sis. As a female Muslim we stand out in society. Alhamdulillah nothing too major has happened over the years, but those little daily things that get to you, like the glares and the smart questions and comments etc. but that shouldn’t let you down. Just think of it this way - at the end of the day they are the losers who haven’t discovered the beautiful religion Islam (YET, Insha'Allah) and you have. You have a chance to go to paradise Insha'Allah! People who make dirty remarks are the ones that are weak, that don’t know any better, they want people to feel miserable with them, and don’t have any other resort so they bully people. Remember that this life is temporary and our eternal fate will be judged and decided by Allah on the Day of Judgment. so what people say or think of you in this world doesn’t really matter, they can say anything they want, but don’t let it affect you and don’t sink down to their level, instead, just pray for them that Allah leads them to the right path.
Growing up in a country where Muslims are minority can be hard at times and believe me I know! I used to go to an Islamic school and now Alhamdulillah I’m in university, it is a completely different environment compared to the one where you are surrounded by Muslims. It was so overwhelming. There are a few people who are out there just to annoy you and test you to see if you have an answer to their illogical questions, and think that they can defeat you and prove you wrong. Unless people genuinely want to find out about Islam, don’t respond. They get into your head and make you begin to wonder and doubt (this is when shaitan is really happy) , I learnt that the hard way, but Alhamdulillah, I am far away from those people. The most important thing is for you to understand and practice Islam, so don’t be afraid to not answer.
I have a couple of things for you ‘just’ to remember:
- Our Prophets, May Peace and Blessings Be Upon Them, were constantly tortured and fought against, they still had belief and great patience. Alhamdulillah we do not face that today, the most that people can do is make comments.
- "Do not you know that Allah knows All that is in the Heaven and on earth? Verily, it is all in the book. Verily! That is easy for Allah"(22:70)
The Prophet (SAW) explained that "Allah had written the ordained measures (and due proportions) of the creation, fifty thousand years before the creation of the heavens and the earth and His Arsh was on the water" (saheeh Muslim v4 pg. 1397)
50,000 years before the Heavens and the Earth was created, Allah wrote down everything that was going to happen. Allah knew that this was going to happen; Allah can see what is happening, just remember that it is a test and pray to Allah that you pass, and seek for help and Insha’Allah Allah will respond. You take one step towards Allah and Allah will take many steps towards you Insha’Allah.
- "On no soul do We place a burden greater than it can bear. Before Us is a record which clearly shows the truth. They will never be wronged."
Al-Quran, Sura MuMinun (23), Verse 62.
Whenever you are down and think you can't get through it, keep this verse in mind and Insha'Allah, you will!
- Prophet Muhammad [SAW] said, "Allah tests only those people whom He loves the most"
Insha’Allah that helps you sis! Sorry for the long reply and sorry if I have bored you, but I sincerely know how you feel. Just remember, you are not alone. Muslims are constantly being tested. This is our little ‘Jihad’ we are struggling in the path of Allah, and InshaAllah we will be rewarded greatly for it on the Day of Judgment. I will pray for all the Muslims suffering, for Allah to make it easy for them Insha'Allah!
Please forgive me if I have said anything wrong (and correct me) or offended anyone, it was far from my intentions
Take care
Peace
Was Salamu Aleykum
p.s: I was going to attach an audio but I'm not completely sure on how to, so once I find out, Insha'Allah I will post it