hellbraker
Junior Member
Hy everyone out there.Im a new member here.As a young person(age 20) I would like to gain knowledge and wisdom.I have to learn a lot, both in my religion(Christianity),and in Islam and in Judaism.May be this is because I think all of them are related.I may be wrong.I may say something senseless.Please forgive me and consider this as my lack of knowledge or understanding.But I also think that too much knowledge is dangerous.It can play with ur intellect. I always ask God to directly speak to me,as I think a middleman(humans) is prone to errors.Is this wrong?If so why?So as a result I dont know what to believe and what not to.But I will and always believe that there is only one God.And I believe Love is the most powerful gift from God.Im quiet and shy.I dont know(well enough) how to interact with others.As a result I have very few friends.But I think I know to love(But what's the use if I cant show it outside?)
God has always been with me throughout my life.Sometimes I follow wrong paths.After the end of the path,I feel ashamed and come back to God,crying as a child goes to his father after learning a lesson.But for me I never seemed to learn.But now, Im fighting with the devil and with my wrong thoughts,U may call this jihad. This was possible because of my two dear friends.One is a Muslim and one is a Christian.Thank u my friends.I love u.
God has always been with me throughout my life.Sometimes I follow wrong paths.After the end of the path,I feel ashamed and come back to God,crying as a child goes to his father after learning a lesson.But for me I never seemed to learn.But now, Im fighting with the devil and with my wrong thoughts,U may call this jihad. This was possible because of my two dear friends.One is a Muslim and one is a Christian.Thank u my friends.I love u.
