Roaa_Ahmed
Junior Member
Ok, I was never really been a constant Quraan reader, and just a few days ago that I started reading Quraan regularly and sincerely (not for any other reason but to get closer to Allah, SWT).
But today I've moved to a new place and I couldn't find my Quraan and so I skipped reading it today and regretted that I didn't, but promised myself I'd get the Quraan tomorrow and continue reading .
However, after I woke up for Fajr prayer, I couldn't sleep because I felt lonely and a little scared, so I got Quraan on Internet (I don't prefer screen reading because I can't feel or concentrate while reading, though) and read Surat Al-noor. And at the 35th Verse, I noticed my face all clogged up and started to cry. My body felt frozen and was shivering too that even when I was finished I couldn't sleep.
I actually feel happy for this feeling because I've really rarely in my life cry during a prayer or reading Quran. Yet, I have a feeling that something is wrong, don't know what it is...?
But today I've moved to a new place and I couldn't find my Quraan and so I skipped reading it today and regretted that I didn't, but promised myself I'd get the Quraan tomorrow and continue reading .
However, after I woke up for Fajr prayer, I couldn't sleep because I felt lonely and a little scared, so I got Quraan on Internet (I don't prefer screen reading because I can't feel or concentrate while reading, though) and read Surat Al-noor. And at the 35th Verse, I noticed my face all clogged up and started to cry. My body felt frozen and was shivering too that even when I was finished I couldn't sleep.
I actually feel happy for this feeling because I've really rarely in my life cry during a prayer or reading Quran. Yet, I have a feeling that something is wrong, don't know what it is...?