Dont you dare pass judgment on me! You don't know me or what is in my heart! DON'T cause drama here!
Thank you everyone . I will read the links.
Actually many Muslims might think that you are faking.
It is not because of you, so dont take it personally. It is because there came many fake exmuslims at youtube and other sources. They claim that they were Muslims and now they are converting to Christianity because "Jesus saved them". But the most funny part of those videos is that, they dont even know how to correctly pronounce "Allah " or "Muslims". We just laugh at such hypocrites while nonMuslims think those people are really leaving islam.
So dont take it personal and understand that many Muslims did not have a good experience about fakers.
One more reason for assuming about your "never converted to Islam" thing. That is, if you were converted then it meant there was a significant transition in your life. Its not just about saying couple of words and say ok I am Muslim but Accepting Allah Almighty means that you will obey him, you accept him as your savior, your guardian.
So if that real transition did not come to your life ever, then it means you never seriously converted but just liked the Idea of One God and casually accepted Islam.
I hope you dont feel offended but understand the situation.
There are two options for a decision:
1- You stay ignorant to some extent and take your decision.
2- You get the required knowledge and then decide.
In option 2, at least you will know why you are staying or leaving Islam. So better learn about it.
Secondly, its not about Muslims. Its about Islam. You are responsible for your deeds and your relationship is with Allah SWT. If other Muslims are violent then they will go to hell, you dont have to take their responsibility, but you have to be a model for them how good a Muslim should be.
Bye.