loveislam1
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Asalam Alikoum
Jazak ALLAH khier for your supplications.... ameen
My mother took her shahada three years ago allhamdullilah.
I sometimes feel like I will be called accountable because there is something that I may be doing that keeps him from saying shahada?!
We seem to get into conversations and every time I tell him something maybe I am saying information the wrong way..... for example about a movie that is about to come out in which a person will be playing the role of GOD, astagfiruallah..... I said astagfiruallah, and I think that is bad and I wouldnt see a movie like that making fun of GOD, he kept saying if that is what religion is about I dont want it. It literally makes me cry for my dad o think it is ok for a man to portray GOD in a movie?
My son goes to Islamic school and he thinks that I push him too hard to learn arabic, he thinks it "doesnt matter in the sheme of things" I feel bad but sometimes I feel like I dont like my father because of the things he says astafiurallah astagfiruallah! I lveo ALLAH and the prophet salalalhui alahi wa salam so much that how can I love my father who denies or finds fault or likes to belittle things important to me, sorry for my vent, I am just sad and tired and wish I had parents that understood
Jazak ALLAH khier for your supplications.... ameen
My mother took her shahada three years ago allhamdullilah.
I sometimes feel like I will be called accountable because there is something that I may be doing that keeps him from saying shahada?!
We seem to get into conversations and every time I tell him something maybe I am saying information the wrong way..... for example about a movie that is about to come out in which a person will be playing the role of GOD, astagfiruallah..... I said astagfiruallah, and I think that is bad and I wouldnt see a movie like that making fun of GOD, he kept saying if that is what religion is about I dont want it. It literally makes me cry for my dad o think it is ok for a man to portray GOD in a movie?
My son goes to Islamic school and he thinks that I push him too hard to learn arabic, he thinks it "doesnt matter in the sheme of things" I feel bad but sometimes I feel like I dont like my father because of the things he says astafiurallah astagfiruallah! I lveo ALLAH and the prophet salalalhui alahi wa salam so much that how can I love my father who denies or finds fault or likes to belittle things important to me, sorry for my vent, I am just sad and tired and wish I had parents that understood