bilalswife1983
Junior Member
Assalam alaikum!
This is just me rambling but I have no one to share my feelings with in person, so here I am TTI! It's been nearly a month since I reverted. I just can't explain the feelings that I feel inside because I found Islam!!! I find myself driving down the road thinking about how Allah has guided me and how I put my full trust in Him and I just smile. I probably look like the biggest goober driving down the road with a smile that big but who cares! That's how happy I am!!! I just know that whatever happens, it's okay and I will get through it because I have Allah to guide me. And I everything I have is because of Him. It's just so peaceful. I get butterflies just thinking about it. I started praying a week or two ago and I find myself craving prayer. I absolutely love being in prostration. Does anyone else get that feeling in their forehead? I don't wear hijab yet but I find myself feeling guilty when I'm out in public uncovered. I dress modestly. I'm almost always wearing a hooded jacket and sometimes I'll put my hood on, lol. It's like I'm building up for it. (I have a scarf that I cover with when I pray). Insha'Allah I will wear hijab soon.....real soon because I don't know how much more guilt I can take, lol.
Anyway, I just wanted to share my feelings! Thanks for listening. ALLAHU AKBAR!!!!!!!!! :tti_sister:
This is just me rambling but I have no one to share my feelings with in person, so here I am TTI! It's been nearly a month since I reverted. I just can't explain the feelings that I feel inside because I found Islam!!! I find myself driving down the road thinking about how Allah has guided me and how I put my full trust in Him and I just smile. I probably look like the biggest goober driving down the road with a smile that big but who cares! That's how happy I am!!! I just know that whatever happens, it's okay and I will get through it because I have Allah to guide me. And I everything I have is because of Him. It's just so peaceful. I get butterflies just thinking about it. I started praying a week or two ago and I find myself craving prayer. I absolutely love being in prostration. Does anyone else get that feeling in their forehead? I don't wear hijab yet but I find myself feeling guilty when I'm out in public uncovered. I dress modestly. I'm almost always wearing a hooded jacket and sometimes I'll put my hood on, lol. It's like I'm building up for it. (I have a scarf that I cover with when I pray). Insha'Allah I will wear hijab soon.....real soon because I don't know how much more guilt I can take, lol.
Anyway, I just wanted to share my feelings! Thanks for listening. ALLAHU AKBAR!!!!!!!!! :tti_sister: