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Slave of Allah
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For all of you who may not know, "Taqiyyah" (or some similar spelling) is a Shi'ite doctrine (rejected by Sunnis) of hiding the faith if under danger.
Well, I've had two heated arguments recently with both my brother and my mother about Islam.
My brother, this being his computer (and us being to poor to buy another) is threatening to stop me from using it if I "don't stop looking at these sites". When he says "these sites", he means all sites related to Islam. He's much older and stronger than me, so it wouldn't be smart at all if I just ignored him and went on the computer after he banned me from it.
My mother, on the other hand, is threatening to "stop me from reading those books". When she says "those books", she means the Qur'an and other Islamic-related books I have in my house.
Alhamdallah, I have two copies of the Qur'an in English. They both probably will never look in my schoolbag, so I put one copy in my schoolbag just in case the Qur'an or any of those books "go missing", which is becoming a major possibility.
So, will I be able to "hide my faith" and still please Allah? Will I be able to, not renounce my faith, but not pray as usual (but instead praying as the sick do) under extremely tense circumstances (as in on Thursdays when both my mother and brother are home all day)?
I also have a purely-Christian summer camp that I go to. I still go there because it's my only opportunity (socially) outside of school, and it'll give me the chance to go to college for free. They give us all Bibles, have mandatory "quiet ties" (when you are to be reading the Bible, but I can read the Qur'an), mandatory memorizations of Paul's so-called "God-inspired words" and mandatory Bible Studies. Of course, me being seen praying or doing anything Islamic will warrant me for a kick-out, the Qur'an going "missing", or people messing with me in my sleep (it's a sleep-in camp).
As you can see this is Jihad (Holy Struggle).
Please answer my question and/or give me tips on how to overcome this (besides Du'a, for I already know that tip)!
Thanks!
For all of you who may not know, "Taqiyyah" (or some similar spelling) is a Shi'ite doctrine (rejected by Sunnis) of hiding the faith if under danger.
Well, I've had two heated arguments recently with both my brother and my mother about Islam.
My brother, this being his computer (and us being to poor to buy another) is threatening to stop me from using it if I "don't stop looking at these sites". When he says "these sites", he means all sites related to Islam. He's much older and stronger than me, so it wouldn't be smart at all if I just ignored him and went on the computer after he banned me from it.
My mother, on the other hand, is threatening to "stop me from reading those books". When she says "those books", she means the Qur'an and other Islamic-related books I have in my house.
Alhamdallah, I have two copies of the Qur'an in English. They both probably will never look in my schoolbag, so I put one copy in my schoolbag just in case the Qur'an or any of those books "go missing", which is becoming a major possibility.
So, will I be able to "hide my faith" and still please Allah? Will I be able to, not renounce my faith, but not pray as usual (but instead praying as the sick do) under extremely tense circumstances (as in on Thursdays when both my mother and brother are home all day)?
I also have a purely-Christian summer camp that I go to. I still go there because it's my only opportunity (socially) outside of school, and it'll give me the chance to go to college for free. They give us all Bibles, have mandatory "quiet ties" (when you are to be reading the Bible, but I can read the Qur'an), mandatory memorizations of Paul's so-called "God-inspired words" and mandatory Bible Studies. Of course, me being seen praying or doing anything Islamic will warrant me for a kick-out, the Qur'an going "missing", or people messing with me in my sleep (it's a sleep-in camp).
As you can see this is Jihad (Holy Struggle).
Please answer my question and/or give me tips on how to overcome this (besides Du'a, for I already know that tip)!
Thanks!