islamisthesolution
Junior Member
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yes we didnt get married but he was right because he asked me not to visit any website because of the problems i might face and he was trying to protect me but its destiny . and i came back but i am not being me since i came back i feel distracted i feel like i am decieving myself i even changed my username to feel better and another reason i felt mad at some of thinking of me that i am oppressed for listening to my future husband when he asked me not to visit any websites because he was trying to protect me and he wouldnt choose me to be his wife if he didnt trust me but its our destiny not to be for each other alhamdulillah . and i still dont feel ok about being here i am only here to tell this and i almost feel guilty about it .
the site is great i learned alot since i joined here but i really do believe that internet isnt the safe place for girls and women to learn from because its definite that yo will deal with weird and bad people and i have been through this twice so i really know how to be hurt by people you dont know about and you never hurt them .
i am really sorry for coming back because i am not being me lately i think i have changed after this experience i learned alot from it . and for some people i might forgive but i never forget and i am really sorry for that i cant help it .and i actually dont want to reach to the extent to hate anybody here so much because of their way of dealing with others . and forgive me i am trying to be honest with you
its your sister hijab al3efah and this is my last message inshAllah for you
yes we didnt get married but he was right because he asked me not to visit any website because of the problems i might face and he was trying to protect me but its destiny . and i came back but i am not being me since i came back i feel distracted i feel like i am decieving myself i even changed my username to feel better and another reason i felt mad at some of thinking of me that i am oppressed for listening to my future husband when he asked me not to visit any websites because he was trying to protect me and he wouldnt choose me to be his wife if he didnt trust me but its our destiny not to be for each other alhamdulillah . and i still dont feel ok about being here i am only here to tell this and i almost feel guilty about it .
the site is great i learned alot since i joined here but i really do believe that internet isnt the safe place for girls and women to learn from because its definite that yo will deal with weird and bad people and i have been through this twice so i really know how to be hurt by people you dont know about and you never hurt them .
i am really sorry for coming back because i am not being me lately i think i have changed after this experience i learned alot from it . and for some people i might forgive but i never forget and i am really sorry for that i cant help it .and i actually dont want to reach to the extent to hate anybody here so much because of their way of dealing with others . and forgive me i am trying to be honest with you
its your sister hijab al3efah and this is my last message inshAllah for you