Salaam
I would have used the PM service but is too slow.
I posted the other day about dreams and the members here gave me comfort and told me how to go about it. As you may know I suffer from anxiety and insomia and have had strange bad draems, having researched about draems in Islam I have become paranoid about symbols.
Yesterday after a bout of paranoia and anxiety I started saying bad things about Allah due to my frustration, I didnt like it but they came as my mind filled with despair. I do of course regret it.
In my dream there was a hurricane which wouldnt let me move back or forward. I immediately woke up thinking this was symbolic from Allah telling me about the future and what state im going to be in i.e. not be able to move. I thought maybe it is beacuse of my words and thoughts about him the day before. Would Allah do this?
Now that I think I am doomed because of the symbolic dream (im paranoid due to Prophets Jospeh and the prisonres symbolic dreams) what can I do, my future has been show in my dream, I feel like ending myself. Just like the prisoner in Prophet Josephs dream who was given a dream that he was to be executed via a symbolic dream.
Why has Allah given me that dream via the hurricane etc....I'm fed up and whats the point living now that my future is set?
I would have used the PM service but is too slow.
I posted the other day about dreams and the members here gave me comfort and told me how to go about it. As you may know I suffer from anxiety and insomia and have had strange bad draems, having researched about draems in Islam I have become paranoid about symbols.
Yesterday after a bout of paranoia and anxiety I started saying bad things about Allah due to my frustration, I didnt like it but they came as my mind filled with despair. I do of course regret it.
In my dream there was a hurricane which wouldnt let me move back or forward. I immediately woke up thinking this was symbolic from Allah telling me about the future and what state im going to be in i.e. not be able to move. I thought maybe it is beacuse of my words and thoughts about him the day before. Would Allah do this?
Now that I think I am doomed because of the symbolic dream (im paranoid due to Prophets Jospeh and the prisonres symbolic dreams) what can I do, my future has been show in my dream, I feel like ending myself. Just like the prisoner in Prophet Josephs dream who was given a dream that he was to be executed via a symbolic dream.
Why has Allah given me that dream via the hurricane etc....I'm fed up and whats the point living now that my future is set?
