assalamualikum sister ,
may allah swt bless u and make things easy for u ameen , sister few things i wanna say one is no one is burden for any one , allah swt has said in quran dont kill ur daughter for the sake of burden as allah swt is the who provides for u and for ur children , so please sister dont feel like your burden to ur parents , i know u must be feeling bad when they say or make u feel but inshallah be patient and have complete faith on allah swt let the situation be toughest , just have complete faith on allah swt that these are testing times for u and inshallah allah swt will bring better days and inshallah ask allah swt for strength to face these problems ,
and also sis allah swt never burden a soul more then what it can take so please be patient and pray to allah swt , which alhamdulillah ur doing , just continue doing so , just remember one thing what ever we do and what ever is in our hearts allah swt nows best alhamdulillah ,
one last thing which i do and would like to suggest u , when ever tough times comes in my life i just tell myself yes no one is there with me in this tough time im left all alone but the next second i realise what am i saying no matter what wrong i do , what amount of mistakes i do allah swt is always there alhamdulillah to help me and guide me alhamdulillah .
so sis please never lose hope allah swt is always there for us , there is one hadith where allah swt says when he comes to me walking i go to him running alhamdulillah , so lets just run towards allah swt and never let go