Oh, ok, IbnAdam. I get it now. Thank you. I have actually decided to try my best to fast and perform prayer and such during Ramadan this year in an effort to understand Islam and Allah better. I hope this will help me with coming to terms with saying Shahada. I hope this is not offensive. I just want to draw closer to Allah and to be sure that I am doing what is right and good. I am still unsure, but I am trying. Thank you for answering.
MashaAllah I am glad to hear it sister.
No its not offensive at all. I pray Allah (subuhaanahu wata'aala) to guide you and us all to the best way, and to keep all of us steadfast in it.
If it arise any questions in your process, your brothers and sisters are here just a post away.
O Allah! Give my sister Mehi with serenity in her heart, and accept from her what she does, and guide her. O King of Heavens and the Earth! Grant her ease in her process to fully submit into Your way of life. Allahumma Ameen!
Wassalam 'ALaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh
