Precious Star
Junior Member
This weekend I went to another city to celebrate with a bunch of ladies my friend's upcoming wedding. It was a girls-only weekend. I was the oldest one there.
Today I was driving back to my city. Long drive, over 2 hours. I remembered my mom always telling me about the prayer of the traveller is always answered.
So while driving alone on the lonely highway, I made dua and asked Allah to please reach in and read my heart, heal my past wounds, and finally at my age of 42 for my life to blossom like a rose garden. I asked Him to bring me the ones who will love me and cherish me, because I know someday my mother won't be here so I won't have anyone to care about me or ask about me. I asked Allah that my parents are happy with whomever is brought into my life. I asked Allah to close the lonely dark chapter of my life and replace it now with light and joy. At Arafat time in 2010 I made so much dua to Allah but I did not see results at that time or even after, but today I asked Allah to please reconsider those dua i made in 2010 at Arafat time and answer them (i wasnt in Arafat, i was here, but i made dua anyway). At the same time, I asked Allah to give me the best for this life and the next.
Do you think Allah heard me? Do you think that He will respond? I'm hurting a lot these days, and sometimes I really do try to accept that I have no one to talk to or who cares about me. But many times, I still feel tempted to ask Allah for change in my life.
So today, on that lonely rainy highway, I poured my heart into my requests to Allah.
Today I was driving back to my city. Long drive, over 2 hours. I remembered my mom always telling me about the prayer of the traveller is always answered.
So while driving alone on the lonely highway, I made dua and asked Allah to please reach in and read my heart, heal my past wounds, and finally at my age of 42 for my life to blossom like a rose garden. I asked Him to bring me the ones who will love me and cherish me, because I know someday my mother won't be here so I won't have anyone to care about me or ask about me. I asked Allah that my parents are happy with whomever is brought into my life. I asked Allah to close the lonely dark chapter of my life and replace it now with light and joy. At Arafat time in 2010 I made so much dua to Allah but I did not see results at that time or even after, but today I asked Allah to please reconsider those dua i made in 2010 at Arafat time and answer them (i wasnt in Arafat, i was here, but i made dua anyway). At the same time, I asked Allah to give me the best for this life and the next.
Do you think Allah heard me? Do you think that He will respond? I'm hurting a lot these days, and sometimes I really do try to accept that I have no one to talk to or who cares about me. But many times, I still feel tempted to ask Allah for change in my life.
So today, on that lonely rainy highway, I poured my heart into my requests to Allah.