Jazak Allah khair for your advice,
I think it is the guilt that I was not good enough for someone who was a very good person that is eating at me. And I agree that now he is out of sight that I miss him more like you suggested (because deep down I still question if we were compatible enough...
Bismillahi al Rahman al raheem,
I have an issue I have been struggling with somewhat. I met a guy at my work place 4 years ago and he was interested in me for marriage. I held off because I didn't feel "ready" at the time but he kept perusing me until my walls broke down and I let him in. I was...