part 2
Sister Poetic, I understand, your mother in law feels that praying is not hard, but the REASON why it isn't hard for her to pray is because she's known how to pray for YEARS, but you, are getting into practicing Islam, and so TRUST ME sister, there is NO REASON of why you should feel bad about the way you are, besides, you say that you converted to Islam a year ago, got off track, and now you're trying to get back into practicing Islam? Well sister, I myself have been a revert to Islam (I mean that when I really acknowledged in my heart that I'm a Muslim, and that Islam IS the only true religion), and it's about three years since I've really accepted Islam into my heart, but I wasn't good either; at the beginning, I was trying to practice Islam and gain knowledge in Islam, but then after I become a teenager (and starting to become different and "mature,"), I started slipping off Islam, and I was in the situation that I would only pray four times a day!