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Asalaamu Alaikkum,
My name is Ella am 36 from Scotland
Am a revert to Islam
But i have had a few problems with it
My mother is racist and she don't really understand why i am Muslim
She says that am only becoming Muslim for attention ( my mum classes me the same as my sister who has Munchhausen by proxy ) I did not become Muslim for attention far from that
I became Muslim because i love Allah ( SWT )
My mother is Catholic and believes that should be the only religion i should fallow
There was an incident where my mother took off my Hajab in front of male strangers
I was very angry with her for doing that
I have mental health problems including OCD and Schizophrenia , Self injure and an eating disorder
The OCD is really bad i get blasphemous thoughts and my voices dont help either, Its hard to pray when i have these thoughts and voices .
But I focus on Allah ( SWT )
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My name is Ella am 36 from Scotland
Am a revert to Islam
But i have had a few problems with it
My mother is racist and she don't really understand why i am Muslim
She says that am only becoming Muslim for attention ( my mum classes me the same as my sister who has Munchhausen by proxy ) I did not become Muslim for attention far from that
I became Muslim because i love Allah ( SWT )
My mother is Catholic and believes that should be the only religion i should fallow
There was an incident where my mother took off my Hajab in front of male strangers
I was very angry with her for doing that
I have mental health problems including OCD and Schizophrenia , Self injure and an eating disorder
The OCD is really bad i get blasphemous thoughts and my voices dont help either, Its hard to pray when i have these thoughts and voices .
But I focus on Allah ( SWT )
E