dostmohammadkhan
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:salam2: Theres something thats bothering me since i came back to Saudi Arabia,i went to UE Caloocan (Philippians) to do my bachelor's and during that time i fell in love with a very beautiful filipina girl and she was a catholic (Christan)..in the beginning we were just friends and i used to avoid her and tried too stay far away from her coz i was attracted to her. eventually we became close friends and
i started teaching her about islam but i knew were it was going nd wer it would end..she fell deeply in love with me even to the xtent that she wanted to convert to islam nd embrace it..my heart and my mind was trapped coz my parents told me too stay away from girls during my stay in philapiens and i also new that my parents will never approve of her!..i 2ld her the day we met that we canot be more than FRIENDS.i had fear of Allah nd my Parents coz i loved them..it has been 8 months now nd i still cant get her out of my brain nd heart! she cried nd cried alot i realy heart her! im afraid now...i didn't take advantage of her in any way! i did not take anything that she offered but still i ended up hearting her alot coz she loved me more than i did! "i was a big chapter in her life nd she learned alot from me..i will always be a part of her" these wer her own words..i already apologized to her although i didn't do anything just coz i have fear of Allah..now i have a few questions
1) firstly did i do something wrong wen i knew that she would embrace Islam nd i didnt marry her? she was gonna embrace Islam coz she loved me and not Allah!
2)Did i do anything wrong wen i obeyed my parents not to get involved with a girl?
3)will i be punished for breaking her heart? i not only broke her heart but in fact i broke mine!
i started teaching her about islam but i knew were it was going nd wer it would end..she fell deeply in love with me even to the xtent that she wanted to convert to islam nd embrace it..my heart and my mind was trapped coz my parents told me too stay away from girls during my stay in philapiens and i also new that my parents will never approve of her!..i 2ld her the day we met that we canot be more than FRIENDS.i had fear of Allah nd my Parents coz i loved them..it has been 8 months now nd i still cant get her out of my brain nd heart! she cried nd cried alot i realy heart her! im afraid now...i didn't take advantage of her in any way! i did not take anything that she offered but still i ended up hearting her alot coz she loved me more than i did! "i was a big chapter in her life nd she learned alot from me..i will always be a part of her" these wer her own words..i already apologized to her although i didn't do anything just coz i have fear of Allah..now i have a few questions
1) firstly did i do something wrong wen i knew that she would embrace Islam nd i didnt marry her? she was gonna embrace Islam coz she loved me and not Allah!
2)Did i do anything wrong wen i obeyed my parents not to get involved with a girl?
3)will i be punished for breaking her heart? i not only broke her heart but in fact i broke mine!