Jazak Allah for your help brothers and sisters in islam, i've heard about these two hadiths but don't know the source as well
but your posts made me think and you are all right , if Allah SWT blessings weren't upon all of us, i wonder what would happen to whole humanity
yesterday i read an article about the replication of DNA in cells and they were saying that only one nucleotid among 10^8 makes a mistake during the process of replication , but even if this happens Allah SWT has also given tools to correct the mistakes , so the replication can be done correctly, we are lucky that we are here without any major health problem, it's a true blessing and they were saying if the poucentage of mistakes commited increased only by 0.00000000000001% , perhaps in 100 years there wouldn't be any human of earth ! similarly , we have millions of miilions blessings by Allah SWT but we keep beeing in doubt about some things
also , from your posts i really realized that loosing hope and thinking about "perhaps i've not been forgiven", is a waste of time, we should try to do our best to correct the past because we have nothing to loose by doing this, i should look at my mistakes as mistakes but i should realize that each day when i get up, as i'm still alive , it means Allah SWT Has given me another chance, another day , another opportunity to ask for forgiveness , another day full of points of good deeds that i should not wait to collect ....
Jazak Allah for helping me to clear all that in my mind
May Allah SWT reward you and Guide us all Ameen
:wassalam: