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as a sheik taught me, stop, reading and reciting incorrectly the Quran it is not acceptable and as he said it "may curse you."
no need to learn tajweed right now.
First and foremost you need to learn articulation of the letters and how to pronounce them by a physical person. If this is not an option then be patient and seek to find some assistance.
Then you recite after a sheik. That is how all people learn even if they know Arabic. There is no other way.
That is all there is to it, later on when you have learned and memorized a certain amount then you could go on to the advance levels of learning tajweed.
It is that simple.
for the time being in Ramadhan you can read/recite by going to like :
http://www.quranexplorer.com/quran/
and playing a verse then reciting after sheik.
it takes time to learn so be patient. And just because you think you recited it correctly it would not be valid unless a learned person heard you recite it and affirmed it. So do the best with what you have available.
oh I almost forgot to mention: don't be intimidated by others who are able to read very good.
Knowing just a few ayat by recitation, memorization, basic meaning is how the sahaba,ra did it. Later on they pondered on the ayat more in depth and obtained additional meaning from the prophet, PBUH. They would do 5 to 10 ayat at a time.
