I FEEL LIKE IF i'M DREAMING

[hayat84]

:salam2:
I hope you are in the best of health and Imaan.I wonder how you're spending your time in this moment.Me,as you know,I'm really busy,but I find the time to do everything(or almost!).
I've perceived that the new year has begun but nothing is changed,there are the same political problems,people who kill other people,and this is,maybe the normality,when the End of Time is closer.But the real matter is focused to how I've been feeling in these latest days,and I'm asking if it's due only to a periode of stress or involves you too.
I see all what is around me like if it was a dream,my sensations are not those of a person who is awake.it's like if n same moment I'm writing now,my head and my thoughts are far away from the present.I continue saying to myself that I'm awake,but in the deepest of myself I am asleep.What's happening to me?are you feeling the same sensation?I'd like to talk to somebody about this matter,but I fear that I would be misunderstood.Which advice can you give me?

 

[islamerica]

I can understand where you are coming from sister. But a new year is nothing more than just another day. This don't change over night in the world. What happened yesterday will continue to happen today. Change comes about over time when effort and determination is put into it. it is the same whether it's for an individual or nation or global. The end of time is closer, we are living in the last days. But i think what you are feeling now is due to stress and fatigue, from your statements it seems like you are trying to do too much at the same time and such things will bring about anxiety and state of loss or confusion. Inshallah you should try to slow down a bit, relax and learn to breathe. Look at the world around you, read some Quran and set aside some personal alone time for yourself alone. Each new day brings new hope and aspirations and a new beginning. Start fresh each day with Bismillah and know that you can only do so much, just take easy a bit and spend sometime with the family. If you want to talk to somebody about it then inshallah you're welcome to pm me.

 

[hayat84]

yes sister,you're right,I'm aware of the stressing situation I'm living,but in the meanwhile I'm happy and satisfied,I find the time to go out for a while,leaving everything at home.the "heavy" matter is that I perceive Time running really too much fast,I see myself waking up every morning and I see again myself going to bed..I often ask when I'll wake up from this dream,I remember Allah at every my step.I feel it's hard,above all when there is nobody like me,but Fitnah everywhere.I breath the air of corruption,I'd like to feel in peace,but I feel only alone,fighting everyday against the shadows,and deeper in my heart I doubt that it will work to embetterer who I love.

 

[islamerica]

well it is a sign of the Last Hour that the time will go by faster. And it does seem like there are not enough hours in the day to get things done. This life does seem like a dream but it's not and it goes by pretty fast. It's even harder when you are living a non-Muslim country, surrounded by haram and fitnah, especially if there is no muslim community around. inshalalh you should try to minimize your exposure to all that fitnah and protect yourself the best you can. You also have a family on here to give you support and enforcement so use this as much as you need to help balance things out. And if you ever like to talk or have concerns, inshallah we are here for you.

 

[hayat84]

I appreciate your purpose,in fact,I don't go out very often,if I'm lucky I do it once a week,just to runaway from children's shoutings

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I appreciate your purpose,in fact,I don't go out very often,if I'm lucky I do it once a week,just to runaway from children's shoutings

 

[uniqueskates]

:salam2:

Hope you and your kids are doing well by the Grace & Blessings of Allah(SWT). If I may add, does this Hadith help any bit? Because I have felt this many a times.

Book 042, Number 7058:[Muslim]
Abu Huraira reported Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) as saying: The world is a prison-house for a believer and Paradise for a non-believer

Peace.

 

[hayat84]

you caught the target:I feel in prison!then,since I've read about the building of a gay mosque,my humour has got worse.why are we allowing all this?why the disbelievers claim the right to be othe good path,while they are obviously losing theirselves?and we muslims remain "frozen" like statues?that's why I tell to myself that it can't be true.I'm striving to spread what I've learnt,but I'm surrounded from what is against us.I only feel good when I pray and spend a lot time with my family,but it's not everything.thank you for the hadith,it's what I need to stay calm