:salam2:
Brothers and sisters before I tell you my story I need you to all understand that this is very embarassing for me and I am really ashamed of myself and I genuinely want to repend for what I have done, so I'm asking you for any help or advice you can give me.
I am a 18 year old muslim man living in the UK and I have recently left home to go to university to study. Before I left home I wasn't the greatest muslim however I stayed away from the haram things. However now that I have moved to university I've almost lost touch with my religion and I've been doing some very bad things, such as drinking alcohol. I know that Islam teaches that Allah Subhana Wa Tala is very forgiving but I want to know if it is possible for Allah Subhana Wa Tala to forgive me, if I can repend or if I have indeed crossed the line of forgiveness.
I'd also like to know how I should go about repending for my sins because I would really like to get back on the right track and become a better muslim. I feel the way I've acted isn't fair on my muslim brothers and sisters or my family because although my parents don't know what I've done, I feel like I've inflicted a great deal of disrespect on them.
Thank you and :salam2:
Brothers and sisters before I tell you my story I need you to all understand that this is very embarassing for me and I am really ashamed of myself and I genuinely want to repend for what I have done, so I'm asking you for any help or advice you can give me.
I am a 18 year old muslim man living in the UK and I have recently left home to go to university to study. Before I left home I wasn't the greatest muslim however I stayed away from the haram things. However now that I have moved to university I've almost lost touch with my religion and I've been doing some very bad things, such as drinking alcohol. I know that Islam teaches that Allah Subhana Wa Tala is very forgiving but I want to know if it is possible for Allah Subhana Wa Tala to forgive me, if I can repend or if I have indeed crossed the line of forgiveness.
I'd also like to know how I should go about repending for my sins because I would really like to get back on the right track and become a better muslim. I feel the way I've acted isn't fair on my muslim brothers and sisters or my family because although my parents don't know what I've done, I feel like I've inflicted a great deal of disrespect on them.
Thank you and :salam2: