Thank you all
Thank you to everybody for your kind words. They made me feel so good.
To brother/sister runayrus, yes korea is nice, a lot fo it is really dirty but I am still enjoying my time here.
To brother ahmed3711, Thank you for sending me that link. It is such a great website, and it is very helpful. I'm excited to start using it.
To brother/sister Ayman1, thano you for telling me the other definitions of my name. They are all so wonderful and i think they define who I am.
To brother/sister bigAK, Thank you for praying for me. It is greatly appreciated. To answer your question, my parents are from Jamaica and I was born in Canada so I am African Canadian. My husband and my friends that converted are all African Americans.
To brother/sister Chechenmaga. WOW!!!!!!! Thank you for all of the websites you sent. It has so much useful information. I can't wait to start reading/watching them.
Honestly thank you to everyone for their kind words. I truly need it at this time. I think I am the most vulnerable now because I am new to Islam and its easy to loose sight of your goal. I pray that Allah(swt) will guide me (and you) everyday.