ILoveAllaah
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Salam Brothers and Sisters,
As of June 1, 2011, I repented and asked god for forgiveness for all my sins. I committed major sin and hope the outcome of it will be nothing. I have started to pray 5 times a day, go to jummah on Fridays, make dua everyday many times and even recite Ayat Al Kursi 18x a day. I have a situation going on (that i will not say for now) and I do not want it to happen. If it does, then my family will no longer want anything to do with me because they do not know I have been committing sins I stated above and is about to have something to happen. I ask god for forgiveness everyday and ask him to not let this thing happen so I can keep going on to be a legit muslim.
Brothers and Sisters, what must I do?? I am very stuck in this situation and it bothers me so much that I can not eat, function at my college or even sleep. I just want it to end already so I can keep moving on with a prosperous life. Please make dua for me because I am greatly sorry and need help and I want Allah to help me as well.
As of June 1, 2011, I repented and asked god for forgiveness for all my sins. I committed major sin and hope the outcome of it will be nothing. I have started to pray 5 times a day, go to jummah on Fridays, make dua everyday many times and even recite Ayat Al Kursi 18x a day. I have a situation going on (that i will not say for now) and I do not want it to happen. If it does, then my family will no longer want anything to do with me because they do not know I have been committing sins I stated above and is about to have something to happen. I ask god for forgiveness everyday and ask him to not let this thing happen so I can keep going on to be a legit muslim.
Brothers and Sisters, what must I do?? I am very stuck in this situation and it bothers me so much that I can not eat, function at my college or even sleep. I just want it to end already so I can keep moving on with a prosperous life. Please make dua for me because I am greatly sorry and need help and I want Allah to help me as well.