Thank you for your support
I was recently diagnosed with this virus through my annual physical exam and STD exam. I have no symptoms what so ever and I was devastated when I asked another clinic to do the exam and it came positive for having the antibodies. I was born in Afghanistan and lived most of my life in U.S. I'm only 26 years old. When I had this crazy "Toyota lifestyle", I was living life like an animal. I was the lead on the crowd...
I graduated from a Catholic University and have been brainwashed on believing to a God; and most interestingly I was a close follower of Friedrich Nitzche.
But maybe Allah punished me for what i have been doing and he wants me to be a good Muslim. I still have to brush up my memories in learning the Hadith and reading the Quran. What really makes me sad is the thought that I would never ever be able to get married and have kids. I have changed my lifestyle; I have become very humble to my friends and family and I start praying 5 times a day ... and started reading the Risale-i-Nur Collection as well as Quran.
Again, thank you for the warm welcome and support...