Assalam alaikam my beloved brothers and sisters, Alhamdoellah that i have Found this site
inshallah it will benefit me.
I'm 19 and i was born muslim alhamdoellah, my parents are from Pakistan. When i was little, i always spended time with my grandfather and he used to recite quran and i loved it
. And i also wanted to pray and recite quran, i was only 6 so it was only jibberish xd.But i always knew there was a God, i felt really close to him. My grandfather then a year later died, i was very sad
inshallah he will be in Janna. When my parents divorced i became very frustated with life, i hang around with the wrong kids, did bad things( not gonna say what because exposing your sins isn't good
), was doing bad at school. I was thinking about running away from home, commiting suïcide, i felt like God had left me. But about a year ago alhoemdoellah i met some good friends and i had a new islamic teacher, and i learn so much about Islam and i started praying again, and sometime i cry so much for my sins and because i love Allah. I can keep writing about my life, but i don't wonna let you read a book xd
But I really love you all for the sake of Allah, The One and Only. May Allah forgive our sins and helps us in this life and in the hereafter