Ever since I moved to my original country and left my best friends behind everything just felt horrible. I started a new life, with new people , and a new language.
In school I'm so lonely I absolutely have noone
The girls look down on me, stare at me in disgust and some hate me for what reason I really to not know.
It's been 3 months, and I've tried do hard to gain friends but in the end they reject me and ignore
I'm was so sick of the same ending after every try so I quit and was like I'm not wastng my time
And still noone likes me
Four ppl have already used me
I sometimes hangout with my sis but she yelled at me saying that I always follow her and should get some friends, her cousin is her best friend
I tried talking to my parents but they said they don't care about my life, and everytime I try talking to them they ignore and walk away
My cousins don't like me, nor my family
I tried to talk to my best friends but it's hard for me to explain it to them since they never experienced anything like this. They keep saying things will get better, but I just want to go home.
I feel so lonely lost and confused
Later I just stopped talking to everyone
I don't smile anymore, or talk
And noone cares
It's such a great pain
But I pray five times a day Always at the exact time , I make dua, read Quran, remember Allah , and always think about my faith
I always learn new stuff about islam
But I still feel lonely
Noone absolutely NOONE talks to me
It's hard keeping your emotions in
I'm tired of my life but I won't commit suicide
It's haram and I know it
But I just wish people can understand me and take the time to ease my emotions not just blurt out 'things will get better'
I want to go back home and be happy while worshipping Allah
I want smile a real smile
And laugh a real laugh
I cry in my own hands and stare at the sky helplessly
I swear on my life that I cry every single day
I'm just so lonely, and I just wanted to get my emotions out
Please pray that I will go back home, for I just hate living like this.
In school I'm so lonely I absolutely have noone
The girls look down on me, stare at me in disgust and some hate me for what reason I really to not know.
It's been 3 months, and I've tried do hard to gain friends but in the end they reject me and ignore
I'm was so sick of the same ending after every try so I quit and was like I'm not wastng my time
And still noone likes me
Four ppl have already used me
I sometimes hangout with my sis but she yelled at me saying that I always follow her and should get some friends, her cousin is her best friend
I tried talking to my parents but they said they don't care about my life, and everytime I try talking to them they ignore and walk away
My cousins don't like me, nor my family
I tried to talk to my best friends but it's hard for me to explain it to them since they never experienced anything like this. They keep saying things will get better, but I just want to go home.
I feel so lonely lost and confused
Later I just stopped talking to everyone
I don't smile anymore, or talk
And noone cares
It's such a great pain
But I pray five times a day Always at the exact time , I make dua, read Quran, remember Allah , and always think about my faith
I always learn new stuff about islam
But I still feel lonely
Noone absolutely NOONE talks to me
It's hard keeping your emotions in
I'm tired of my life but I won't commit suicide
It's haram and I know it
But I just wish people can understand me and take the time to ease my emotions not just blurt out 'things will get better'
I want to go back home and be happy while worshipping Allah
I want smile a real smile
And laugh a real laugh
I cry in my own hands and stare at the sky helplessly
I swear on my life that I cry every single day
I'm just so lonely, and I just wanted to get my emotions out
Please pray that I will go back home, for I just hate living like this.
