:salam2: bros/sis
i cried when at 6 years of age i was told i was found abandoned near a rubbish dump(dont even know whether its true) and thats why i am in a social welfare home with no birth certificiate.
I cried when i was physically abuse by the elder sister who is supposed to take care of me,a 6 yr old, who is too afraid to tell on her,,even with bruises on me...lied that i have a fall,,cause of threat of more abuses if i tell.
i cried with joy when the other inmates decided to tell on her and she got punished and was locked up for almost a week plus some hard labour.
I cried most weekends when other inmates parents came visiting n I got noone.No mummy or daddy kisses and hugs.
I cried at the age of 8 when i was informed that im suppose to be a
'Muslim' and transferred to a newly built Government Social Welfare Home
strictly for females Muslimah
I cried because i was deprived of Islamic knowledge that was provided by the home in the morning while i was attending a secular school.
I cried on weekends when its family day there too waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I cried with joy at last someone wants to adopt me at age 12
I cried with joy now I've gained a father,mother ,6 foster brothers and another sister (who is also adopted)
I cried when at last I got a job with Telecoms
I cried when i got married
I cried when i was blessed with a son
I cried when i have disagreement with hubby over son education.
I cried with sadness that my son wasnt happy to attend islamic religious class
I cried for I have to forced him to attend them even if its on weekend only
I cried cos now he all grown up and have some islamic knowledge
I cried when Telecoms decided that we no longer "profitable"
I cried more now than ever because Allah swt finally shows me the path
I cried whenever I recited the Quran by myself and at times i cant prounounce them correctly and cant recite it melodiously
I cried because now I dont to sneaked out to put on my hijab anymore
I cried most of the time when I pray,,
:tti_sister: Thanking Allah for all the kindness and blessings
that he had showered on ungrateful muslimah me,, begging for his forgiveness for my ignorance and sinful past life.
I cried whenever i think about the present condition of all of our muslims
brothers/sisters worldwide,,,
:tti_sister: May Allah swt gives us taufiq,,hidayah and rahmah and forgives all our sins.
I cry and
:tti_sister: Pray to Allah to invite my family to his house,,
in 2008
Sorry to put all of you to
with my
longwinded
story
cant stop crying now.