Assalamua'alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakaatuh,
Akhee. Know that in spite of the harsh, blunt and frank posts that you made on the board, I see a deep faith and a very high belief in Allaah that you have within your heart. MashaAllaah, SubhanaAllaah.
To be honest, the harshness of human beings never succeed to smooth my heart but the extraordinary kindness between Muslims and fountains of Blessings from Allaah that never failed to move me into tears!! SubhanaAllaah wal hamdulillah.