human_being
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:salam2: brothers and sisters,
My whole life is full of sins, from last four or five months i was really fed-up from my life.Then i went to mosque start (praying).I prayed to Allah subhana-talah to forgive me for what i have done, and grant me a good life.Recently i was almost going to engage to a girl but i m losing a lot of weight day by day.I dont know that i have (cancer, hepatitis c, hiv or aids).I was thinking that maybe i have disease that's why i am just really worried to get married.I dont want to go for a medical examination because i strongly believe in Allah and i am sure that if i pray to him,Allah will forgive me cure me without knowing anybody, then i m fine.I am just really scared that if i will get married then may be i will pass any disease to my wife.I do not know what to do.
Please my brother's and sister's advice me,Will i engage to a girl or just say no.Because if i will say "No" then may be Allah will be really angry because i am saying No to a person who is being created by "Allah".
Please my brother's and sisters pray for me.I wish that you will understand which situation I am going now a days.I donot want to ruin someone life because of me.I wish that "Instead of ruining any girl life,death is better for me".
Thanks for brother's and sister's reading this message.I will wait for your advise.
Kind Regards
Human_Being
My whole life is full of sins, from last four or five months i was really fed-up from my life.Then i went to mosque start (praying).I prayed to Allah subhana-talah to forgive me for what i have done, and grant me a good life.Recently i was almost going to engage to a girl but i m losing a lot of weight day by day.I dont know that i have (cancer, hepatitis c, hiv or aids).I was thinking that maybe i have disease that's why i am just really worried to get married.I dont want to go for a medical examination because i strongly believe in Allah and i am sure that if i pray to him,Allah will forgive me cure me without knowing anybody, then i m fine.I am just really scared that if i will get married then may be i will pass any disease to my wife.I do not know what to do.
Please my brother's and sister's advice me,Will i engage to a girl or just say no.Because if i will say "No" then may be Allah will be really angry because i am saying No to a person who is being created by "Allah".
Please my brother's and sisters pray for me.I wish that you will understand which situation I am going now a days.I donot want to ruin someone life because of me.I wish that "Instead of ruining any girl life,death is better for me".
Thanks for brother's and sister's reading this message.I will wait for your advise.
Kind Regards
Human_Being