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Rainy Lives
"Rain, how it is so soft and pure ..." thought Laila. She was watching the outside with a broken heart. The strange thing was she did not know what was the reason. Only she felt that the clouds were crying for her or instead of her. Then Laila started to search her heart to find why she became broken like that. But suddenly she discovered a big hole in her heart. There was an unfamiliar emptiness in her soul at the same time.
She was just at the age of sixteen. Her school was going well, and she had everything what she needs. Why she was helpless so? She was caught between these ideas and feelings. She understood that she can not stay in the room any more. She ran out of the room without thinking then out of the house.
Now the rain was on her face, eyes, hair and on her whole soul. She opened her eyes widely and turned them to sky. She was about to fly. Then with the peaceful power of rain and the melody of falling drops she became calm down. Now her feet were stepping without asking her. She accepted that ruling and walked slowly. At the end of the way she reached a bookshop. She gazed the window. After a moment of hesitation she stepped into the bookshop. Her eyes were searching something special. It was a long time since she read her last book. Then in a few minutes her eyes stopped on a book. "The Man Who is Searching For Himself" was the name of the book. Without losing even a single moment she took the book and started to read. She did not realise how many pages she read, till the moment a boy came near her. The boy made her wake up from her dreams and he said "This is the first book of a series. It has two books more." Laila looked at him, and only said " Thank you, I will look." Then she paid the book and returned to her graveyard. She was calling her house like that sometimes. On the contrary she had a great life there.
The book was not so thick. She read it in a breath. When it was evening she was on the last page of the book. Her eyes filled instantly and a little tear rolled down while reading. She found out the dark side of her soul and the little tear turned into a small waterfall from her heart. She cried for hours. What was the book about? What affected her like that? She was crying and relaxing at the same time. With each tear her heart became new. She took a deep breath and opened her hands to sky. "Ya Rab I am afraid to be far away from you. Please love me and not give up loving me. If you do not love me, there is no meaning in that life. I need your love." There was a little smile on her beautiful face now. She felt free.
to be continued .. (If you like )
Wa alaykum salam wa rahmatullah wa barakatuh
Dilek
Rainy Lives
"Rain, how it is so soft and pure ..." thought Laila. She was watching the outside with a broken heart. The strange thing was she did not know what was the reason. Only she felt that the clouds were crying for her or instead of her. Then Laila started to search her heart to find why she became broken like that. But suddenly she discovered a big hole in her heart. There was an unfamiliar emptiness in her soul at the same time.
She was just at the age of sixteen. Her school was going well, and she had everything what she needs. Why she was helpless so? She was caught between these ideas and feelings. She understood that she can not stay in the room any more. She ran out of the room without thinking then out of the house.
Now the rain was on her face, eyes, hair and on her whole soul. She opened her eyes widely and turned them to sky. She was about to fly. Then with the peaceful power of rain and the melody of falling drops she became calm down. Now her feet were stepping without asking her. She accepted that ruling and walked slowly. At the end of the way she reached a bookshop. She gazed the window. After a moment of hesitation she stepped into the bookshop. Her eyes were searching something special. It was a long time since she read her last book. Then in a few minutes her eyes stopped on a book. "The Man Who is Searching For Himself" was the name of the book. Without losing even a single moment she took the book and started to read. She did not realise how many pages she read, till the moment a boy came near her. The boy made her wake up from her dreams and he said "This is the first book of a series. It has two books more." Laila looked at him, and only said " Thank you, I will look." Then she paid the book and returned to her graveyard. She was calling her house like that sometimes. On the contrary she had a great life there.
The book was not so thick. She read it in a breath. When it was evening she was on the last page of the book. Her eyes filled instantly and a little tear rolled down while reading. She found out the dark side of her soul and the little tear turned into a small waterfall from her heart. She cried for hours. What was the book about? What affected her like that? She was crying and relaxing at the same time. With each tear her heart became new. She took a deep breath and opened her hands to sky. "Ya Rab I am afraid to be far away from you. Please love me and not give up loving me. If you do not love me, there is no meaning in that life. I need your love." There was a little smile on her beautiful face now. She felt free.
to be continued .. (If you like )
Wa alaykum salam wa rahmatullah wa barakatuh
Dilek