MuslimShadow
Junior Member
Assalamo alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu
First please note that i'm not saying tti or it's members are negative in anyway infact you all are so good masha'ALLAH and that's where the problem lies...........
I have been visiting tti since long and i have tried to better myself as a muslimah and yes i have changed a lot........added good deeds,Praying tahajjud etc.
But recently i have been feeling like *in comparison to you all* i stand nowhere.I feel jealous of your strong imaan. I'm not feeling down.........It's reality.I tried to make myself believe that it's not true but this has saddened me a lot.
Never felt like this before.
I never imagined that tti would have negative effects on me,but that's what's happening.What should i do now??
Should i stop coming to TTI.??
Wassalam.
First please note that i'm not saying tti or it's members are negative in anyway infact you all are so good masha'ALLAH and that's where the problem lies...........
I have been visiting tti since long and i have tried to better myself as a muslimah and yes i have changed a lot........added good deeds,Praying tahajjud etc.
But recently i have been feeling like *in comparison to you all* i stand nowhere.I feel jealous of your strong imaan. I'm not feeling down.........It's reality.I tried to make myself believe that it's not true but this has saddened me a lot.
Never felt like this before.
I never imagined that tti would have negative effects on me,but that's what's happening.What should i do now??
Should i stop coming to TTI.??
Wassalam.