Im a new Muslim and today I was at a Quran learning class and after the course, it kind of hit me that im Muslim. None of my friends or family knows im Muslim and after the class - which was hard since I dont speak Arabic - I kind of have been thinking "what have I gotten myself into!?"... I mean - my family doesnt know and I hate hiding it, which then I feel more guilty. I think about the future and how will I teach my kids if I dont even know it all... how will my kids interact with my family since they dont know....
is this normal for a convert to go thru?
is this normal for a convert to go thru?