Assalaam walaikum,
You got upset with me but you never answered my question. When did the jinn enter you.
I had a wee little thorn lodge itself in a finger. I ended up in the emergency room.
When a jinn enters it must have been dramatic. Tell us about that experience. Or did you wake up one day and know the jinn possessed you. Where were you and what do you remember.
What was your life prior to the jinn...what does the jinn do when you are intimate with your husband?
And don't get upset with us...you are the one who needs our dua and love....we are trying to help.
are you saying you got possessed from a wee little thorn lodge itself in a finger and ended up in emergency room? you got possessed or you just giving example of how jinn enter?
well, i was 17 years old and it was during my HSC, i was in the bath tub having a relaxing bath, when i got up to go into the shower which is a meter away and in the same room, i came to open the tap and dont remember anything after that. this is what mum says, she heard me screaming and screaming and screaming and ran to the bathroom but couldnt open the door, dad smashed the door and mum put a towel over me and saw me shaking and flipping like a fish and my eyes were weird like opening and closing really really really fast and dad called ambulance. at this time none of us nor my parents know anything about jinns or that jinn exist. when i woke up at the hospital, i had a deep cut in my left foot and you can see the scar from now. im almost 27years old. after i woke up in hospital i didnt remember anything, i had the most biggest headache, vomited twice, and so much other symptoms. they did a scan to my brain and head because i was screaming from pain and couldnt hold my head but they found nothing in blood, scans, chest xray, urine test. etc. they said its from HSC strees.
i slowly changed after this day as in constantly going to hospital for stomach pains, headaches, legs feel heavy and i thought a few times that im going to be paralized, i felt movements in my stomach but i couldnt tell this to a doctor and didnt understand what it was, i wasnt even married or had a partner. i worked and studied to get my mind off things. i got into the religion and at 20years old, i put on a scarf. i imporved slowly but when i got married at in at 22 years old, things started to change, i would scream for no reason, blow off at my husband and people, constantly sleep and it was so so hard living. i fell pregnant and when my son came out, it took me 6 months to feel love for him. usually it doesnt take long but i got help from nurses and clinics and told them the truth how i feel. 6 months to feel what a mother would feel. anyway, things got worse and worse eg: symptons and sleepiness and fights and arguements with my husband, a few times i ran away from home and wanted to disappear, i said to myself, im a good person, i pray and fast so why is allah doing this to me, i thought allah is meant to help us and take care of us so i lost faith in religion and fell backwards. my husband loves me so much he always stood by me and returned me home and worked hard to maintain our relationship. i had my little girl and things were bad. my husband spoke to a sheikh in sydney about me and he told my husband he wants to read quran. when he read quran on me, i didnt know whats going on what what jinns are or that they exist. i then started screaming and yeling but it wasnt me, i just couldnt control myself, then this jinn spoke through me and spoke in another language and said words in arabic i dont even know how to say it. then when the rokiya was over, he told me, i was terrified for weeks coz it was all knew to me. but i believed it and it made sense.
but till now, i dont know or remember why i was screaming in the bathroom before i fainted. during rokiya, i've been feeling much much improvement and better but i just want the jinn inside me to leave.
im studying shariah at the sydney islamic college and its helping me but i have bad memory. but i enjoy it.
i dont know 100% if the time the jinn possessed me was from the time i fainted because the jinn will not tell us how long his been in me for, he just told me i was 17 years old and at times lied. but to me, it makes sense this is the time i got possessed but allah knows more. we only recently started looking into the time i was possessed because the jinn never told us the truth. sometimes he says i was a little girl, something happened to me and he possessed me but i dont remember much when i was little girl. then at times he says i was 17 years old. so allah knows. either way, im still possessed and i want to look into the furture and present of things not the pass.
this is my story. there is more to it but knowing people on this site dont believe in possession, my god, if i say the things that happen to me during possession and rokiya, i will look crazy. so i leave this between me and allah.
this is a test from allah, i am doing well alhumdulilah and hope allah will help me do better.