abu'muhammad
Junior Member
:salam2:
hope site permits me.
I think I am getting through changes.
Most of the time I think of the day of resurrection,when to answer naked, and uncircumcised. Recently when I heard Surah-Rahman , cried at each and every verse. I hold my eyes with hands yet cried too much. I was thinking of answering my Rabb. how can I answer about those bestowed blessings. Believe this,cause I need duas . Thinking, When it will be to answer, how will I answer. I think of pul seerah walking on it,will it be easy for me ? I need your duas to the best. I am in emotional times. When posting something here, I am literally shivering. I' m afraid of Allah for validity of what I conveyed, and should be that only. When I am watching Hajj scenes, The people wearing Ihram going , I cannot hold my pulses.The adrenaline in me rise, heart beat rise. And I think the only desire to be among them. I feel very very mild . On duty I think of those things. I think now I am doing this work,because Islam has taught us to be responsible. Now when I see my brothers-sisters anywhere , I feel more respect for them ,leaving self ego on setback.When I see brothers wearing amamah, kafni or sisters in hijaab , nikaab,my intuition showers love and respect to them. Now I have been very serious of daughter’s deen education. The best gift that I can give to a gift (Atiya), daughter. I have been caring more for others, from among especially my wife. That I m afraid of any injustice. Ya Allah, what happened to me ? You know the best. Feeling very much fear of Allah. The day of resurrection,the answering to Allah. Is that sitting at this site or due to what, I don’t understand really. My innerself is asking me the question . To say about the site, I have a lot effect. Look at these beautiful prophetic sayings the brother has placed, Alhamdulillah to console in post. ( All the praise belongs to Allah)
http://www.turntoislam.com/forum/showthread.php?t=37906&highlight=mrmuslim
Ya Rahmaan, These are so beautiful prophetic sayings. Am proud to be a muslim.
Please, The post is not for seeking guidance. Just the biggest favour you can do to me is
Please,please,please let me in your duas - Asif
hope site permits me.
I think I am getting through changes.
Most of the time I think of the day of resurrection,when to answer naked, and uncircumcised. Recently when I heard Surah-Rahman , cried at each and every verse. I hold my eyes with hands yet cried too much. I was thinking of answering my Rabb. how can I answer about those bestowed blessings. Believe this,cause I need duas . Thinking, When it will be to answer, how will I answer. I think of pul seerah walking on it,will it be easy for me ? I need your duas to the best. I am in emotional times. When posting something here, I am literally shivering. I' m afraid of Allah for validity of what I conveyed, and should be that only. When I am watching Hajj scenes, The people wearing Ihram going , I cannot hold my pulses.The adrenaline in me rise, heart beat rise. And I think the only desire to be among them. I feel very very mild . On duty I think of those things. I think now I am doing this work,because Islam has taught us to be responsible. Now when I see my brothers-sisters anywhere , I feel more respect for them ,leaving self ego on setback.When I see brothers wearing amamah, kafni or sisters in hijaab , nikaab,my intuition showers love and respect to them. Now I have been very serious of daughter’s deen education. The best gift that I can give to a gift (Atiya), daughter. I have been caring more for others, from among especially my wife. That I m afraid of any injustice. Ya Allah, what happened to me ? You know the best. Feeling very much fear of Allah. The day of resurrection,the answering to Allah. Is that sitting at this site or due to what, I don’t understand really. My innerself is asking me the question . To say about the site, I have a lot effect. Look at these beautiful prophetic sayings the brother has placed, Alhamdulillah to console in post. ( All the praise belongs to Allah)
http://www.turntoislam.com/forum/showthread.php?t=37906&highlight=mrmuslim
Ya Rahmaan, These are so beautiful prophetic sayings. Am proud to be a muslim.
Please, The post is not for seeking guidance. Just the biggest favour you can do to me is
Please,please,please let me in your duas - Asif