Hi,
I am a confused muslim. I believe in allah with all my heart but i still make sins.
I am 19 years old and have a very modern mind. I do all the regular things like listening to music, I use to drink a little at partys, but i have stopped now for almost 6months. I did smoke a bit, but i have stopped. Hopefully this is the last thing, I do eat non halal meat.
As you can see I am very very modern. It is very hard for me to change but I want to. My parents and there parents weren't really following islam to the fullest so I guess thats why i am like this. My grandma recently passed and now my father is very religious and has taken the step to pray 5 times a day and eat only halal. I would also like to start but its very hard.
Any advice?
I am a confused muslim. I believe in allah with all my heart but i still make sins.
I am 19 years old and have a very modern mind. I do all the regular things like listening to music, I use to drink a little at partys, but i have stopped now for almost 6months. I did smoke a bit, but i have stopped. Hopefully this is the last thing, I do eat non halal meat.
As you can see I am very very modern. It is very hard for me to change but I want to. My parents and there parents weren't really following islam to the fullest so I guess thats why i am like this. My grandma recently passed and now my father is very religious and has taken the step to pray 5 times a day and eat only halal. I would also like to start but its very hard.
Any advice?