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Brother, I think that you should be very careful about what you are saying. You are raising yourself on a pedestal and putting your own opinions above that of the Prophet, sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, and the scholars of Islam. It isn't a matter of what we think, of what we want, or what we do or do not like, it is a matter of what Allah says to us. It really does not matter why, it only matters that it is. For what it is worth, my personal, and highly subjective, opinion is that most forms of music are considered haram, not because the music is inherently evil, but because of the emotional impact that it has on people. Books are not haraam, though books of certain types are, because books interact with us through the intellect. Music on the other hand is an emotional vehicle. Music moves and sways us, it speaks to us in ways that tend to bypass the intellect and cause us to react in often visceral and spontaneous methods that can be dangerous. Not always, of course, but that is just my two-cents worth.
Exercise caution in your conclusions and in the decision-making process that leads to them. Put your desires to the side and consider the ramifications of not following the hadith and the teachings and interpretations of the learned scholars. May Allah, subhana wa ta'ala, guide you.
