Hi,
my name is Anela and I'm coming from Slovenia. Right now I am living alone in Netherlands. My parents are from Bosnia and Herzegovina. My family have roots in Islam, but actually nobody is practicing Islam or behave like Muslim. As a child I was the only one who was going to school of Kur'an and I stop with everything. One of the reasons were: getting my education and all the science things I have learned, environment, who was against Islam and not understanding Islam. Lots of times I had very bad feeling inside me, cause I'm not religious and because I don't behave like a Muslim. However when I moved here in Holland the inner voice to return to Islam became stronger and stronger. This is my first year after long time that I'm fasting and praying. I start to read Kur'an and understand what is actually written inside. Since I start with fasting, everything changes from day to day: I'm loosing friends, on job I'm the main target of making fun, I need to move out from flat again etc. Its not easy period. In one hand I'm happy cause I have realized that really only Allah is what I have and in another hand I'm being sad cause I see how human nature can change if you are different from others. I feel need to find new friends who will accept me as I am. Hope I will find some of you here on this page.
Salam, Anela
my name is Anela and I'm coming from Slovenia. Right now I am living alone in Netherlands. My parents are from Bosnia and Herzegovina. My family have roots in Islam, but actually nobody is practicing Islam or behave like Muslim. As a child I was the only one who was going to school of Kur'an and I stop with everything. One of the reasons were: getting my education and all the science things I have learned, environment, who was against Islam and not understanding Islam. Lots of times I had very bad feeling inside me, cause I'm not religious and because I don't behave like a Muslim. However when I moved here in Holland the inner voice to return to Islam became stronger and stronger. This is my first year after long time that I'm fasting and praying. I start to read Kur'an and understand what is actually written inside. Since I start with fasting, everything changes from day to day: I'm loosing friends, on job I'm the main target of making fun, I need to move out from flat again etc. Its not easy period. In one hand I'm happy cause I have realized that really only Allah is what I have and in another hand I'm being sad cause I see how human nature can change if you are different from others. I feel need to find new friends who will accept me as I am. Hope I will find some of you here on this page.
Salam, Anela