Sakeena
Junior Member
Thank you for the du'as...Actually I don't know if we'll marry afterall... The Imam informed me that it's not a good idea to talk to the brother after my family told me not to talk to him. He even told me that I'm too young. How old do I have to be to please Allah swt inshallah?
If I'm ready for it, then isn't this my choice, not my Christian family--by the way they even told me to never talk to a Muslim (includind my Muslimah friends and the Imam). So does this mean I'm disobeying my parents by contacting the Imam as well inshallah?
They don't want me to practice Islam at all. They won't allow me to attend Ju'mah on Fridays, read Islamic books, learn to pray, go out with my Muslimah friends, wear niqab, etc. It's so frustrating and they are so controlling. It makes me sick subhanAllah.
I thought I was going to please Allah (swt) and finally get an opportunity at a new, beautiful life and practice Islam openly without fear and anger from my family...I thought I was suppose to fear Allah (swt) alone, but now I am deeply afraid of my family because now I am still dependent on them... and they can do whatever they want--hit me, yell and scream at me, make fun of me, threaten me, etc--and there's nothing I can do because I have to respect them... This is oppression... this is emotional abuse
If I'm ready for it, then isn't this my choice, not my Christian family--by the way they even told me to never talk to a Muslim (includind my Muslimah friends and the Imam). So does this mean I'm disobeying my parents by contacting the Imam as well inshallah?
They don't want me to practice Islam at all. They won't allow me to attend Ju'mah on Fridays, read Islamic books, learn to pray, go out with my Muslimah friends, wear niqab, etc. It's so frustrating and they are so controlling. It makes me sick subhanAllah.
I thought I was going to please Allah (swt) and finally get an opportunity at a new, beautiful life and practice Islam openly without fear and anger from my family...I thought I was suppose to fear Allah (swt) alone, but now I am deeply afraid of my family because now I am still dependent on them... and they can do whatever they want--hit me, yell and scream at me, make fun of me, threaten me, etc--and there's nothing I can do because I have to respect them... This is oppression... this is emotional abuse