Sakeena
Junior Member
Asalam alaikum brothers and sisters,
I hope everyone has strong iman and healthy and happy inshallah, I have 2 questions about something that I'm quite sensitive about my mom.
Ok, so as you may know I reverted almost 4 years ago (2005) and this September 27 will mark the 4th year of me reversion alhamdulilah!
I'll just shoot, for the past 3 years, my life hasn't been very easy. I mean, I am safe, have food, water, happy, etc. I mean that it hasn't been easy for my family. I think everyone knows that I'm a Muslim (my family) Aunts, uncles, cousins, but I'm not sure. My mom does love to talk esp. about me and what I've done, my religion, like I'm no good, like I'll never be good at anything other than Islam, being a Muslim. I DO have other interests, but Islam is my life, I can't push that aside, I am still ME. I AM ME! I can NEVER be anyone else other than MYSELF! Understand?
Ok so I may not make that much sense, I'm not worried at the moment,
I just feel a little...caucious? Maybe...I don't know why I am always like this.
I'm almost 19 (Oct 26) and I have never entered a masjid....
Yeah, well....enough...your all probaly too busy with other matters than to be bothered with old Sakeena...
Salam,
~Sakeena
I hope everyone has strong iman and healthy and happy inshallah, I have 2 questions about something that I'm quite sensitive about my mom.
Ok, so as you may know I reverted almost 4 years ago (2005) and this September 27 will mark the 4th year of me reversion alhamdulilah!
I'll just shoot, for the past 3 years, my life hasn't been very easy. I mean, I am safe, have food, water, happy, etc. I mean that it hasn't been easy for my family. I think everyone knows that I'm a Muslim (my family) Aunts, uncles, cousins, but I'm not sure. My mom does love to talk esp. about me and what I've done, my religion, like I'm no good, like I'll never be good at anything other than Islam, being a Muslim. I DO have other interests, but Islam is my life, I can't push that aside, I am still ME. I AM ME! I can NEVER be anyone else other than MYSELF! Understand?
Ok so I may not make that much sense, I'm not worried at the moment,
I just feel a little...caucious? Maybe...I don't know why I am always like this.
I'm almost 19 (Oct 26) and I have never entered a masjid....
Yeah, well....enough...your all probaly too busy with other matters than to be bothered with old Sakeena...
Salam,
~Sakeena