Huh? Oh, well your welcome sister.
Barakallahu Feek wa Jazakallahu Kyran sister.
LoL that shoe video was on this other sister's signature, and since I know her (from a long time), that's why I pretty much put the video on my signature as well (she's like my role model to me.
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But hold up sister, waite.........
Um, I hope you didn't think that what I said (about what I do) would justify wearing make up outside did you sister? Because that's not what I'm trying to say, actually.
It pretty much IS bad sister, because Muslim sisters don't do that stuff (ones that are steadfast), because all of you are pure, you all are clean from defects, and that is one characteristic of the non Muslim women.
Astagfirullah I remember last year (during the time when I started sinning and becoming evil and was no longer who I use to be known as, but I became a disgusting brute) there was this one teacher that at times she would put on SO much freakin makeup, curl and style her hair, and wear the most DISGUSTINGEST tighest clothes ever!
Wallah I always cry whenever I remember how bad I was before (when I use to look excessively at Haram stuff, that's when I never went on this site for a long time), I HATE the way I was before, I was so evil.
I had betrayed my Lord, Allah Ta Alla, who had brought me closer to Islam, who let me taste some beauty in Life, but I had forsaken my Rabbi, I had oppressed myself, and more than that, I had wronged my Rabbana, by sinning evilly.
Remembering those things that I use to do a;ways makes me break up into tears and cry/
Because I had betrayed my Rabbi and went into evil things, I feel horrible for betraying my Lord.
But even though I had become bad, Allah still loved me, Allah Ta Alla had forgiven me for those evil things, and he had saved me from those evil things and protected me from them, and by his Mercy he had protected me and stopped me from doing those bad things anymore, and WALLAHI, My Rabbi has shown the most love to me ever, I KNOW that he really Loved me, no matter what I did, because after I had repented and cried to him repeadtedly to protect me, forgive me, and to not let me be evil again, he still accepted my duas, and after I had started becoming steadfast and modest (you brothers and sisters might remember those times last year), I KNEW that no matter whatever evil thing I do, my Rabbi still Loves me, and that Love is the greatest Love ever, and I Love him, and I don't EVER want to be evil again, EVER! Even though I had committed sins, my Rabbi still had that love for me, no matter what I did, because he wouldn't have taken me into his Mercy, and he wouldn't have protected me from all those evils, because once you're on Haram, it's hard to get off (Sheikh Feiz Muhammad and Sheikh Shariff from Conneticut).
So THAT is why I don't want any of you sisters do go around doing that stuff.
Sisters, you DON'T need to do that stuff; becuase the beauty is inside your character, in your piety, that's why you are going to be the
Queens of Jannah; even though Allah Ta Alla describes Hurl Yeen a lot in the Quran, she STILL doesn't have the value and worth that
all of you do, because all of you had beleived in your Lord without seeing him, all of you loved your Lord with your heart even though you never saw him (but daydreamed about how beautiful he looks, when you see the most brightest and beautifu light whenever you do Salat and imagine your Rabbi on his Throne, Majestic and Beautiful), you had gone through the trials and tribulations in life, and you were created to worship your Lord, while Hurl Yeen was created for pleasure and reward. And Hurl Yeen is described as having no defects, that shows that she's just a girl, because girls become women ONLY after they have gone through the differant stages in Life (like during the time they get married), and that means that all of YOU sisters, are women (Muslim sisters, who are smart too) and
Queens in Jannah, while Hurl Yeen is just a servant and a girl.
And sister (and this goes to the other sisters), you do not need to do all of this stuff (let yourself "look nice," "quote quote") because looking good doesn't make a girl better than another girl, your Piety and your Hijab is what gives you that Noor in your face and in your character (LoL TRUST me, I understand how Noor looks like in someone's face, LoL I've seen my face so bright at times, but the highest was last Saturday when I was talking with these Kurdistani brothers, a Bangladeshi brother, and a Pakistani brother (who's an Alim), and we were having fun and talking about great things, my Eman was SO high, my body was shaking and trembling because I felt the Noor in my heart when I was around those young brothers).
And that's why you don't have to worry about how you look (sisters), because the beauty isn't in your appearance, but in your Piety and Love for Allah Ta Alla, and Wallahi that's the beautifullest thing in the World, something that Allah Ta Alla gave to YOU sisters, so cherish it and be steadfast to make Allah Ta Alla pleased and happy, because Wallahi doing that makes your heart feel SO content, at times at night (or in Sajdah) you'll just CRY because you love Allah Ta Alla, and that's the BEAUTIFULLEST thing ever.
LoL and PLEASE don't make yourselves look good when you're outside sisters, if you're older (like 17+), I suggest you wear a Niqab (so guys don't go to your father and ask if they could marry you, or besides that), so guys don't disrespect you by staring at your face, because Wallahi (if you are steadfast), then it's too good for him to see, LoL.
And it's something that only the
Pious brothers can get, a Pious brother who doesn't ever think about showing love or a desire for any other women but having ONE Pious Muslim Wife, who'll be his Queen in Jannah, and who'll sit on top of a throne, and have young servants under her.
And LoL, another reason is because a lot of times (like at school) I just have to evade some sisters SO much that that I practically have to wear a blindfold when I'm walking in the hallways, LoL (because I don't want to look at a Muslim sister's face because of it's value and worth, but that doens't mean I don't stare at her Hijab,
but I stare down at the floor around Muslim sisters because I don't want to disrespect them, because a Muslim sister's status is like SO high, (or the way I see it, a lot of brothers don't agree with me because I think) all of you sisters are good examples and role models for me of what
I should be, calm, respectful, quiet, modest, gentle, pious, steadfast, and the list goes ON and ON, LoL.)
Sorry if I said some stuff that might get some of you sisters angry, but Wallahi I wasn't trying to hurt any of your feelings or disrespecting you all, I was just saying what I truly felt, words and advice from my Heart, and TRUST me on that sisters.
And to Allah Ta Alla belongs all praise.
Assalamu Alykum Warahmatullahe Wabarakaathuh.
