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I would first like to congratulate you to learning about Islam but i would highly encourage you to firstly to take your shahada because that is what makes you a Muslim.
if you believe in your heart that you believe in Allah alone with no partners and you believe in his last messenger everything after that will fall into place with practice and patience and when you take your shahada i would ask the imam or a brother to help you with it and help you to learn to pray i am sure they will be happy to help you And Allah is understanding and watching everything your going through so just try your best inshallah
i too cant speak arabic though born muslim i find it hard to pick up learning supplications but i find it is easier when you hear someone saying it and you following along after them and inshallah you will get the hang of it.
