:salam2:
As most of may know, i am a revert to the beautiful religion of Islam.
Lately, i have been having some problems.
My past life, :astag: i am ashamed. I have turned towards Allah and i have left these actions. Alhamdulilla. But i still feel uneasy that He has not forgiven me
Also, my family is a problem. I was praying in my bedroom, and my mum walked in and caught me! She was raging with anger. Ever since, they have been keeping a close eye on me. I have not been able to pray my prayers.
I want to move out, but i am still to young to study and work. I am 17.
I really do not know what to do.
A sister from leicester offered me to live with her, but she has brothers and they would feel really uncomfortable being around me.
When i do go to visit her, it is almost as though they are playing hide and seek in their own house because of me! I dont want to cause them this trouble.
So what do i do?
Will i get punished for not praying?
I am just feeling really lost, sad, and lonely.
I dont have many good Muslim friends. Only some, but i dont like to bug them They have their own life too.
Please remember your sister in your pious prayers. I beg of you.
:tti_sister:
A troubled sister.
As most of may know, i am a revert to the beautiful religion of Islam.
Lately, i have been having some problems.
My past life, :astag: i am ashamed. I have turned towards Allah and i have left these actions. Alhamdulilla. But i still feel uneasy that He has not forgiven me
Also, my family is a problem. I was praying in my bedroom, and my mum walked in and caught me! She was raging with anger. Ever since, they have been keeping a close eye on me. I have not been able to pray my prayers.
I want to move out, but i am still to young to study and work. I am 17.
I really do not know what to do.
A sister from leicester offered me to live with her, but she has brothers and they would feel really uncomfortable being around me.
When i do go to visit her, it is almost as though they are playing hide and seek in their own house because of me! I dont want to cause them this trouble.
So what do i do?
Will i get punished for not praying?
I am just feeling really lost, sad, and lonely.
I dont have many good Muslim friends. Only some, but i dont like to bug them They have their own life too.
Please remember your sister in your pious prayers. I beg of you.
:tti_sister:
A troubled sister.