WolfWalker
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I have been lurking on this site for a little while now and think it is about time to introduce myself.
I'm not a Muslim, at least not at this point, I'm not much of anything really. Guess you could say I'm searching. Searching is good right, means I know there is something lacking, where as a lot of people don't even know that.
I grew up in a non-practicing Christian household, any religious exposure of any kind was spotty at best. And when i did go to church with the more religious members of my family it always felt like i didn't belong, and i never could make sense of the whole Jesus was Gods son thing. I did however believe he was a teacher and a prophet, but there were a lot of prophets and teachers that God entrusted (not sure that is the exact word I'm looking for) to instruct his servants, and they were never called sons of God. Plus to me it seemed as if they were putting him at the same level as God, I don't know that sort of bothered me a lot, because to me God is God and no one is better than God or can hope to be like God, we poor humans can only hope to be pleasing to God. And like it or not Jesus was only human, therefore in my thoughts shouldn't have been put up there with God. So there ended my time with the Christian churches. I like a lot of disillusioned Christians, then turned to paganism, again not for me. I have studied many religions and the sects with in those religions and so far nothing has really seemed right.
I don't know much about Islam but that is why I am here, to learn about it. What I do know, and don't take me the wrong way please, is that what I have learned about it has started a hunger in me to know more and more about it.
Now that i have completely bored you LoL, on to some stuff so you know a bit about who i am. I am 42, married, female, and i live in Canada. My husband is not religious, but he supports me in my search for truth, as he puts it lol. And he is a great sounding board when it comes to my discussing what i have learned so who knows maybe he also is learning something lol.
Let me just end with a thank you , for this wonderful site, I have learned a lot just in the few days i have been lurking here.
I'm not a Muslim, at least not at this point, I'm not much of anything really. Guess you could say I'm searching. Searching is good right, means I know there is something lacking, where as a lot of people don't even know that.
I grew up in a non-practicing Christian household, any religious exposure of any kind was spotty at best. And when i did go to church with the more religious members of my family it always felt like i didn't belong, and i never could make sense of the whole Jesus was Gods son thing. I did however believe he was a teacher and a prophet, but there were a lot of prophets and teachers that God entrusted (not sure that is the exact word I'm looking for) to instruct his servants, and they were never called sons of God. Plus to me it seemed as if they were putting him at the same level as God, I don't know that sort of bothered me a lot, because to me God is God and no one is better than God or can hope to be like God, we poor humans can only hope to be pleasing to God. And like it or not Jesus was only human, therefore in my thoughts shouldn't have been put up there with God. So there ended my time with the Christian churches. I like a lot of disillusioned Christians, then turned to paganism, again not for me. I have studied many religions and the sects with in those religions and so far nothing has really seemed right.
I don't know much about Islam but that is why I am here, to learn about it. What I do know, and don't take me the wrong way please, is that what I have learned about it has started a hunger in me to know more and more about it.
Now that i have completely bored you LoL, on to some stuff so you know a bit about who i am. I am 42, married, female, and i live in Canada. My husband is not religious, but he supports me in my search for truth, as he puts it lol. And he is a great sounding board when it comes to my discussing what i have learned so who knows maybe he also is learning something lol.
Let me just end with a thank you , for this wonderful site, I have learned a lot just in the few days i have been lurking here.