Salam brothers and sisters,
About a day after Halloween, I started having very painful headaches and a feeling that I was about to faint. This lasted for a week. When I went to the doctor, they said that this was because I sat on the computer too much and strained my eyes. ( I might need glasses ) During the week, I had a feeling of fatigue almost all the time that felt like I was a very unhealthy and diseased person. I went and reasearched about cancer. So I found out that fatigue is almost always a early sign of all types of cancer, and I also found out that bone, blood and lymph cancer are most common in teens my age. The next day, I have bone pains and random sharp feelings almost around all of my body. I begin to freak, almost sure that I have cancer, begin to cry in the washroom for like 5 minutes, do my prayers, get distracted and cry, go to school, get distracted and NOT cry because im in front of people but get tears. I felt that it was unlikely that sitting on the computer too much can make me feel tired 24/7 and give me aching pain almost everywhere in my body so my second best bet was cancer. I can't concentrate anymore because thats all I think about ( seriously ) And on top of that, I feel tingling all over my feet and hands and by the way, that was a symptom of cancer and it's treatments apparently too. Now, almost sure that I have cancer, I feel as if I NEED to pray istikhara and ask Allah to tell me if I have it or not because my mom will think im crazy if I tell her to take me to the doctor. Can I ask Allah to tell me if I have cancer or will that be a prayer in vain?
Salam brothers,
About a day after Halloween, I started having very painful headaches and a feeling that I was about to faint. This lasted for a week. When I went to the doctor, they said that this was because I sat on the computer too much and strained my eyes. ( I might need glasses ) During the week, I had a feeling of fatigue almost all the time that felt like I was a very unhealthy and diseased person. I went and reasearched about cancer. So I found out that fatigue is almost always a early sign of all types of cancer, and I also found out that bone, blood and lymph cancer are most common in teens my age. The next day, I have bone pains and random sharp feelings almost around all of my body. I begin to freak, almost sure that I have cancer, begin to cry in the washroom for like 5 minutes, do my prayers, get distracted and cry, go to school, get distracted and NOT cry because im in front of people but get tears. I felt that it was unlikely that sitting on the computer too much can make me feel tired 24/7 and give me aching pain almost everywhere in my body so my second best bet was cancer. I can't concentrate anymore because thats all I think about ( seriously ) And on top of that, I feel tingling all over my feet and hands and by the way, that was a symptom of cancer and it's treatments apparently too. Now, almost sure that I have cancer, I feel as if I NEED to pray istikhara and ask Allah to tell me if I have it or not because my mom will think im crazy if I tell her to take me to the doctor. Can I ask Allah to tell me if I have cancer or will that be a prayer in vain?
Salam brothers,